WTF

So, I've decided to volunteer somewhere. Why is it so hard to do so? I've been searching for an event to help with and it's way harder than I imagined. I have to apply, contact various people and do other things. You'd think I could just show up, right? Who'd have thought it would be that hard to help people? Well, it's not going to stop me, that's for sure. I've gone through greater hoops for a pair of jeans.

I wish they'd make it easier for someone who has decided to help others. No wonder people don't volunteer more.

FYI and WTF All in One: My Personality Disorder Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	Very High
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

all i can do is lol at this. i have a schizotypal disorder. lovely. lol!

edit: so i did a little research on schizotypal personalities and i meet the qualification of having been teased relentlessly as a child. it taught me to not entirely truth others and i learned to rely on myself a lot. interesting . . .

Annabelle Blue's WTF?

WTF @ Men + Relationships?!?!

Recently, I was having a conversation with a friend about men (boys?) in relationships. Duh, what else is new? Basically, we have decided boys are lazy and don't like to work for things. They'd rather stick with someone or something that isn't working and have a girl on the side . . .if it's comfortable. As soon as one girl starts to pressure him and make things uncomfortable by issuing an ultimatum, he freaks out. Usually he breaks things off with the girl on the side because it's just easier that way. My friend is currently in that situation . . .

Are men really that afraid of being alone? Are they that insecure? Or does it really just come down to getting sex as easily as possible?

I don't know, but I've found myself in the position as "girl on the side" a couple of times, and let me tell you, it's lonely and very frustrating. Is it really that hard for men to just follow their hearts? Maybe the guy just isn't that into her (or me or you), but it makes no excuse for someone to stick with someone just because they're comfortable and convenient. By that logic, I'd be sticking at my job. But I like to take chances. I like happiness. You only get one shot at life. Don't eff it up.

What do you think?

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Annabelle Blue's WTF?

Okay, let's start out on a happy note first:

Yesterday marked the 25th birthday of :-). Read about it here.

Moving on . . .

Okay, there's plenty of fucked up stuff in our world that I could blog about right now. There's the Jena Six story . . . and there's the black woman from West Virginia who was savagely beaten and tortured by six white adults. These stories are not getting a lot of media coverage for debatable reasons. I was advised to put these things on my blog and to talk about them. I truly do think it's important to keep up on these stories and every human being should be angry at injustice everywhere, but what is really making me angry right now are men.

Am I seriously supposed to put up with their insecurities, idiocy, chauvinism and downright rudeness? I'm sorry, but I think I deserve better. Maybe it's because I have three brothers and a family that has instilled a lot of self-worth in me. Maybe it's because I live in a fantasy world where I think people should treat others how they'd like to be treated.

If you talk down to me, make me feel like shit or do something really hurtful to me, don't expect me to stick around or to put up with it.

I may sometimes exhibit low self-esteem, but I have and always will have a lot of self-worth. As a result, I don't put up with the bullshit. It's lonely sometimes, but I will never sellout my own morals and values for some fucking ignorant boy.

Lesbianism is not an option for me for several reasons. Most of the reasons are obvious. So my other options are to put up with it or be alone. Guess which one I'm choosing?

So if this offends you, I'm not sorry. I've just honestly had it. I'm not interested in you . . .or you. I've made it quite clear and if you can't handle rejection properly and only know how to "act out" when faced with it, that sure as hell isn't my problem.

And yes, I'm PMSing, but you're still an ass.

Annabelle Blue's WTF?!

Britney madness is not over, apparently. This is disturbing. This guy is either acting, on serious drugs . . . or both. There is no way he is sane. This is VERY disturbing. Apparently, he said is something happens to Britney, he will hurt himself too and he "won't be able to go on." He says his "life will be over."



Wow. Just wow.

Also, here's something my friend Kelly sent me:



"FORGET IT, JUST GET IT!"

So it looks as though all my "WTFs?" are from YouTube. It doesn't necessarily have to be, and probably won't always be, but that's just the way it's happening right now. Enjoy.

Annabelle Blue's WTF?

Since I'm on a Britney kick, here's a disturbing video of her talking about life and time travel.



Okay . . . WTF?!?!?!

Annabelle Blue's WTF?!

In honor of Michael Jackson's 49th birthday today . . .



FIERCE!

Annabelle Blue's WTF?

So, I find a lot of interesting stuff on the Web from friends, family, other websites, etc. Whenever I find something worthy, I'm going to put it up. Maybe I'll do this on Wednesdays since, to be perfectly honest, I'm not feeling these reviews.

Here's a clip that will make you say "WTF????"



Oh, Elijah. You will always be Frodo Baggins to me. Or maybe "The Good Son."